Not Enough

Never enough, seems to be what we label ourselves in every part of the world. Not smart enough, not rich enough, not fast enough, not thin enough, even sometimes not fat enough depending on where you go, and not where he/she is in life. We compare and contrast our life's based on what we see of others on what we feel we should be or where we should be at, but when did we consider where we are such a bad thing? Was it when we saw our old high school buddy who has a big career a house and that family they've always wanted. The motto of keeping up with the Jones' forgets one thing. Keeping up with ourselves, where do we fit in this world. Do we want all that our buddy we ran into has are we setting up a time line to show that maybe just because they have more than us that we have to show that were planning to get to that point just to prove that were better or at least just as good as they are? When did it start to matter, the oh they have this or that and well I want that, since when? Can we honestly look at our life's and say we suck, or is it just we suck in comparison? In that, what is the point in comparing ourselves to those who's life isn't ours and who are into things that possibly we wouldn't be if we really did them or try them. Why does someone else view or someone else's life dictate ours in such a way that it devalues what we have or who we are to the point where we become not enough?