Before (270)
After *now* (344)
I have so many thoughts about this all running around in my head, that till I can get it straight all I can really do is post the evidence so to speak about all that's gone on.
I lost 50-60lbs going from 312.4 to 250 at my lightest... slowly but surely these last two years I've gained all that back plus a good 20-30 more lbs. I feel it and I know the difference and I hate the difficulty it gives me and the insecurities it causes. I want to get better at it all I wanna say I wanna be this weight or that weight or be back where I was when I first started to lose weight. But regardless of numbers or what have you seriously all I want is to finally be healthy. I wanna talk about a lot things when it comes to weight loss, mine and just the subject in general but right now this is all I've got till I can get my thoughts together about it all.
I need to change.. I'm only 25 I got the rest of my life ahead of me or I will (more so) if I fix this.
